what now?

The summer is almost over. Which means my time in Haiti is almost over. I'll have to say bye to all the amazing friends I've made. I'll go home to see family and other friends, tell them all about what God did in Haiti. Try my best to adjust back to American culture. I'll pack my things and get ready to move to school. Then school starts. Reality will begin again. I'll ask myself, "What now?" 

I know that He will continue to work through me in the States as He did in Haiti. But I can't help ask myself, "What now?" Do I keep coming back in the summers? Do I need to go other places? What now? 

I'm not certain on where God will lead me next but I am sure that the God who holds me is the God who knows every one of my thoughts. For now, my answer to "What now?" is go home, love people there, and finish school. Maybe God will keep bringing me back to Haiti, maybe He'll bring me somewhere else. For that I'll just say, "Who knows?"